I love U

i mean my students. i'm beginning to love them, more and more, even those who hate my guts.
goin into the classes has become the high-light of my days, especially if i have planned interesting activities for them. it is as if i'm sumhow attached to these bunch of 14 years old, emotionally i mean. evn those who makes a lot of noises and require me to scream my already sore throat out. cos honestly, if it was the same 'me' from five weeks ago, i wud be very god damn pissed. but now, i may still scream for them to 'shut your hole', but inside, i'm actually very calm. not to mention those adorable students who greets me whenever they see me. even when i pass by their classroom and they are havin class, they wud greet me through the window. this is when i will put on my fake strict face, and tell them to 'Focus!!' while pointing at their teacher infront.
i guess my penyelia was rite. God did send me to this school for a good reason. and now, its becumin more and more clear to me. but still, this doesn't mean tat i've changed my mind on not becumin a full-time teacher(coz trust me, it takes more than a few cute smiles to change tat), its just tat i'm beginnin to appreciate the 12 weeks given to me. although i'm not sure tat i can change any lives, or save any souls. but one thing for sure, i've became a part of their lives. it may jus be a small part of it, but what more could i ask for.....
God does works in mysterious ways.