i miss this feeling

1000

A thousand years
More than 365000 days of longing
More than 365000 nights of hollow
Incomplete i stood by myself
Waiting for a promise of uncertain realization
Holding on to words that were only said once
As i continue to wait
Alone and alone


A thousand years
More than 8766000 hours of hoping
More than 525960000 minutes of fearing
Everything around me moves by the second
Still like a sculpture welded by time as it passes by
Benumb from the feeling that burns within me
All the more reasons
As i whisper to myself


A thousand sidereal years
A thousand frozen revolutions about the sun
Of 365 days, 6 hours, 9 minutes, 9.54 seconds
As I picture you together in my mind
The contour of your face

Your silhouette grows
In every corner of my heart
Trying to piece together the you I thought I knew
The you who's promises i held onto till this moment
And will keep holding on to
For even if it takes

Another thousand years