Bein ALoNe (")(>_<)(")

Loneliness, it may seems like just a word, but it carries with it a much bigger meaning.

It's the kind of words that we don't pay much heed to, right until it smack us right in the face. we can pronounce it or hear it anywhere, but unless we're feeling it inside, it would otherwise carry no significant meaning to us.

and that is exactly my current situation. Am feeling extremely lonely these days. i know that i've been alone for many many years now, so i should be perfectly familiarized or at least gotten used to this feeling, but truth to be told , i'm not, or at least haven't yet at the time being. . . .

just when i thought things can't probably be any worst, i just gotten an sms frm peter canceling our arrangement for tomolo. Sigh.... i am so alone....

i'm trying to look at the bright side of being alone, like i always do, but for the time being, it just seems impossible....