Life, and nuthing like it.

shiiiiiitttttttt!!!!!!!

Life has been pretty shhhiiiittttyyyyyy lately. well, i guess, bad things just cum in sets, one after another, like an endless parade of hooligans, beatin da crap outta me. ARRRRRRR!!!! i so hate my life rite now!!!!!! I HATE THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO CHANGE IT REMAINS STAGNANT!!! I HATE HOW THINGS ALWAYS GET FUCKED UP IN THE WORST FUCKING WAYS POSSIBLE!!!
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Wokay, sorry for loosing it there, jus had to get it off my chest. (inhaling, exhaling, inhaling again, deep.....) Now, lets talk like the civilized ppl tat we are. (are we?)
actually, life's been pretty static for me lately.(minus da damn fucked up part of it)
i've been spending everyday having insomniac nights(as in bein able to fall asleep only after 5/6am, YES! in da mornin), waking up after noon everyday(almost) and try my best to stuff food into myself to prevent my gastric problem frm gettin even worst than its already is. i will then just lie around da house, on my bed, on my bedrum floor, on the sofa in da living space, but not on da living room's floor coz its seriously dusty! then i wud just watch some tvs, or re-watch some dvds, read, read, read, read..... go online, go offline, then go online again, then offline......

sounds pathetically boring doesn't it. and it is, as a matter of fact, pathetically boring, sigh....

well, enuf of da bad stuff. at least there's sum highlights throughout my bloody boring days. welll, let me see..... ermmmm........

1. The occasional outing for movies, meals or just plain 'long-kai' with my existing friends. although not as often as i would like it to be.

2. The 'goin-out-for-yam-char-and-stuffing-oily-roti-into-our- mouth-until-we-get-sick-and-grow-disgustingly-fat' ritual that i have with my housemates. yeah, this is like the highlights of my days.

3. The random traveling that i get to do with my housemate lately, we're cherishing our final days together(tat came out kinda wrong). we went to a lot places tat we've nvr been to b4 n took crazy photos like its nobody's business (it is nobody's business).

4. Finishing book that i've always wanted to read. although i hate the feeling of finishing a book. i would often stop reading it and put it aside when i've reached the final few pages. i guess i just freakin detest endings.

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5. SHIT!!! i can't think of a five......